活

"每早当我睡醒时，一张开眼睛，
我会很感恩，感谢上天又给我多活一天，
所以我都会很珍惜我活下的每一天"

From: 我妈...


许多人以为晚上睡觉，早上起床是件很普通的事... 可是你们知道许多上了年纪的父母都认为他们能活多一天已经是件很幸福的事.... 因为他们又多一天的时间来陪陪他们的孩子，孙子，朋友等 .... 他们都会很珍惜那一天的每一分，每一秒 ...

就如我妈妈，她会时常向我说以上的那番话.... 再加上她的孙子刚出世，更让她珍惜她所活下的每一天 .... 虽然她有时会抱怨她一天所做过的事，不过在她心里她知道，那是她正在活着的证明....

其实我知道她很怕一眨眼就会失去一切, 老实说，我也很怕一张开眼就失去她...
原来我还是非常地依赖我妈妈....

So What !!!

I know i know...my DSLR is juz Canon D1000, unlike u...better than me althought u are juz a entry level...

I know i know... I dun hav external flash and fancy lense... unlike u... have those fancy lense and Canon Speedlite 580EX...

So what..althought I only using the basic lense and no external flash...buy my photo shooting skill is far better than urs...!!! look at ur photos I will vomit...

So what... I juz using a 18-55mm lense... still I can capture better shot than u... after I edit my photo using softwares... It is far far far far far better than urs...

So what... I understand and know how to use those setting in a DSLR...unlike u...only using AUTO mode to do most of ur shot....

Don't forget... me n u both are juz entry level... only different is u r more richer than I...but still ur skill is juz a entry level..n u over depand on ur fancy gear..but not the soul and skill of a photographer need...

Don't forget.. one day I will hav the gear u hav it now... and that time... I already a far far far far better photographer than u!!!

U wana beat me during that time..pls improve ur skill..not by adding high end lense and flash... showing off ur gear wont beat me....but showing off ur skill will...I'll waiting for that day...!!

打火机与香烟

打火机，就像是希望，
因为它点燃了希望之光，
因为它带给了大家温暖

香烟，是大家公认的毒品，
它危害健康，
众所周知；
它浪费金钱，
众所周知

我用带给我希望的打火机，
来点燃了一支会丢命的香烟，
我用希望来点燃了死亡...

有时候，
当人越朝向他们所"希望"的理想奔去，
他们就会越接近"死亡".....



(p/s: this is my first chinese post, i wondering why suddenly I'm in mood of typing chinese, those who dun know chinese, pls ask those who know chinese,haha....or u can ask me as well)

I'm Crazy

So sory din really update my blog... having a hard time for my self..I think... many things happen..which make me really down down down down...

Firstly, I was having a minor, non-serious home sickness when I staying at the new place for the first week... the feeling is very very uncomfortable for me... so damn hate long holiday, if the holiday is not 3 months long, I might not having this situation at all, cuz I like KL life....

Yes, talk bout new house, I currently staying alone in a single room which cost me twice the price for wat I use to rent last time.. money is one of the problem.. another problem is new environment that I not tat ready to accept yet..I thought I am ready, but I was wrong.. Besides that, another problem hunting me is, my gang is staying away on where I'm staying now... everytime I need to drive to their place to hav dinner.. I was "alone" here...

Third, one of my friend is leaving us (TARC) n continue her study in Hong Kong... this is another sad news for me..but I'm also felt happy for her too... not only her, another guy in our gang might leaving us as well, still waiting for his final decision...ha!

Well, what I mentioned above is juz some of the feeling I manage to express, there are lots more feeling that me myslef also dunknow how to define them one by one... is like many many confusing, fruastrating feeling all combine together that create another new weird feeling for me... its so abstract n I was so damn confuse...wat is going on...??

But now I'm abit ok already... some of the feeling is gone..but still hav something that ghosting me now... will try to cope wit that... I'll will fight till the end.. Let's c who is the winner in the end..muahahahahahaha !!!!!!


(p/s: hope u all dun mind for me to express my feeling here ya..!)